It's Not Meguro-san's First Time

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Vol. 4 Ch. 30.5 - Bonus: To my first love
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For the sake of unnecesary drama he (sensei) meaby make a quick comeback.
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While it's true it's not pedophilic by nature, legally might still be considered statutory rape
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There's literally only a 3 year age differnece between them, he's a last year high school student and shes a last year middle school student. And its not like America where high school is 4 years, its only 3 years there. You guys are going crazy with the reaching to make him sound like an adult or a pedophile or whatever.
To put it into perspective,in America school system, its like a senior in high school going out with a freshman.
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aaaaaaahhhhhh my heart is healed.
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Wait... Sensei took a 14 or 15-year-old girl to a Love Hotel? Their age difference might not have been much but that sounds illegal, like buying beer while underage.
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wait was sensei a highschooler? I thought he was a college kid making some extra cash tutoring.
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@starburst98
meguro is the voice of the author, she is the protagonist
the other characters are meant to represent the idea he is trying to subvert
this is a manipulation tactic
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the endgame with sensei would be lit (เธ‡ อ ° อŸู„อœ อก°)เธ‡
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Thank you for translating :):)
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that's the best closure one could had
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I'm glad that her past had closure. It's quite realistic that she can't bring herself to hate him and how the only way to move on is to accept her love and apply it to her current relationship.
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ngl i think meguro's reaction to the situation is rather real. sensei is a scumbag, meguro probably also knows that but she's not gonna say it bc in one way, she's had more experiences with him that's not just bad and all the things that happened with him, in a way helped her be with koga as the person she is now. it's like love but not the type of "oh i love u lets get back together" but "ilove you but we aint working out lmao" and that's great. also imho, first loves have a special thing to them in their own way despite the shitty parts (take that from me, mine was p shit too but love fucks with ur head like that) but that doesn't necessarily mean there won't be closure.
I'm happy she's with someone that wants to walk together with her thru life now and that she's happy with Koga.

sensei is still a shit stain, what a pedophile.

thanks for the translation
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I didn't expect a closure in an extra chapter. Seeing it like this makes me feel that the sensei will not be coming back.
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Whoa there, the hate is real xDDD
1- About she saying that she still loves her sensei, i think she made clear what kind of love is. There are a lot of differents loves and its not even that weird to still have feelings for someone you loved before. So i dunno why some people is so upset about what she said.
2- About the sensei, if we dont take into account that he is a lolicon, i think some people are too focused in looking from one angle and didnt even try to look at it from a different one. I mean, Meguro considers him his first love, his first lover and his first boyfriend, but what about him? Maybe he thought of himself as someone "single and free" and Meguro was just one of his many sexfriends, with no emotional attachment. So from his point-of-view he didnt feel any obligation towards her.

@Esperantos whoa, thats some high level reality twisting you did there xDDD
@ngkn92 i think he is gonna come back for sure.
@ZonkRT its not a half chapter, its an extra chapter LOL
@nahb i dont think he was as young as you think, but if he was, you think its a problem if a 15yo girl dates a 18yo guy? i see nothing bad in dating someone 3 years younger tho.
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I feel like this is the best end to the sensei plot. I didn't think he was a scumbag and I think his and Meguro's relationship were important for both of their growths.


I think because both parties accepted it and moved on eventually, and that it wasn't clearly the kind of relationship where one person was taking advantage but where both were trying to find the most mature way to settle things and that it just didn't work out, and so I feel that the insight we see in this chapter feels like the natural conclusion to these developments.
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I do hope Meguro is going to change her mindset... because if the story was coherent, nothing is stopping her from hurting Koga.

She obviously rejected the ex in the last chapter, but what happens when the next guy is not so cool about it ?
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"Did you wanna be something else?"
Fuck. That hurted me man.

Also this girl has a lot of issues to solve regarding that first love of hers.
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So...
Sensei returns arc when?
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You would've punched him even though your dude violated and you cried about how you'd forgive him if he'd apologize? Lol
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The age of majority in Japan is 20. Even at 19, therefore, the Japanese legal system would still consider Sensei a child. Not that I think it makes things any better, but there you go.

Also, for those who are concerned about potential future Sensei drama, this chapter explicitly shows her saying goodbye and putting him away. She still has love for him, but she's no longer in love with him, and she clearly no longer desires to be with him as she is happy with Koga.
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