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Ch. 32
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Come on Kaoru.. just get together with Uta already!! <3
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I love stories where the adult love interest is a mess and the younger person is the more steady one. I agree with one of the comments that they have codependency issues. Man, I feel so bad for all of them... Kaoru had been through such a horrible event... her mom died, oh my god I can't even imagine how I would feel like if the person most important to me suddenly died just like that after reassuring me they're alright. Her biggest fears came true, and I think it is only logical that she would be this emotionally unstable.

Reiichi pitied her and wanted to help her out, which is why he married her in the first place, but he really isn't doing her any good. Getting stuck in a loveless marriage out of obligation isn't really gonna do anyone good, especially if he already has feelings for someone else. Plus, I am sure Kaoru's gorgeous friend is in love with Kaoru, but maaaaan did she mess her up.

I don't think romantic feelings are much of priority for Kaoru. I think she just needs someone to be there for her to support her and give unconditionally just be present for her, and Uta has always been that person, and this is why Kaoru is latching onto her. She must feel guilty about it, but she is just so fragile to the point where she can't let go of the safest person she has ever known, even if this person is getting hurt. Kaoru knows she is hurting Uta, but the feeling of being safe and secure, and genuinely loved and cared for and supported. She is latching onto it. Maybe there are romantic ad sexual feelings involved, maybre there aren't, who knows, this isn't Kaoru's main preoccupation.

If anyone wants to know tho, I definitely want Uta and Kaoru to end up together, idc if it's unhealthy, I want them together.
Last edited 2 mo ago by kurarara.
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Kaoru is so irresistible, even though there's nothing redeemable about her. What a troublesome woman.
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How is she even comfortable sleeping in that position?
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Thanks a lot, I'm waiting for the next chapter.
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Well at least Kaoru is aware of her flaws and how pathetic she is, I give her points for that. And the end lmao... even Uta calls her awful because she never cares about how her actions hurt Uta’s feelings. I just hope by the end of the manga Uta is able to move on and finds real love and well that Kaoru solves her issues too.
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I only hope for them to be happy.. if there's any way that could happen..
I'm on Uta's side rn.. and bitch, she be working and doing things she ain't even supposed to do.. just cause she loves and cares for Kaoru..
That Reiichi bitch don't even be paying attention to his wife.. I mean, he doesn't have to, he has his things to do, but at least he could call her every day to check up on her, and not even that he's doing..
I don't know the man okay, he's got his reasons.. but for all we know he could be very well cheating on Kaoru..
I'm telling you, there's something wrong with this man, the dude is an airhead or the dude be hiding something.. either way he's doing a terrible job as a husband, and that's str8 fax.
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man shes broken
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THANK YOU Piranhaplant!! AAAAAAH I fucking love this manga.
I can't wait for next chapter.
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@Ichigo69
Not sure if we are already at a point where we can judge any of these characters. You can probably say that Reiichi is going to get the short stick but when it comes to Kaoru I think we have to learn how their relationship unfolded and what made her this dependent on him and uta.
To me it seems that he married her out of pity on a whim after her mother died. The connection between their parents is probably going to play a big role, I guess he promised her mother to take care of her. It seems that he grew out of his hero complex and found himself stuck with a woman he does not love.
So Kaoru is left alone with Uta, the only person who genuinely cares for her, kind of her only safe harbour. I can't really blame her.
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I'm so glad to see so many updates for this manga ! I can't wait to see what will happen now. Will Kaoru finally ask Rei for the truth ? Will she fall in love with Uta ? How ? When ? This is gonna be so interesting !
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@DrPie This is the latest chapter from the June issue of Yuri Hime that was released a few days ago. The scanlations are caught up with the raws. Yuri Hime is released once a month.

Also, all you people who think Reiichi /ISN'T/ cheating and will stay with Kaoru... This is Yuri HIme, not Comic Margaret or <pick your shoujo manga>. I'm pretty sure that pigs will fly and pink elephants will invade before Kaoru and Reiichi "live happily ever after". Knowing TmNr, this will most likely end up in a Kaoru x Uta situation, but with both of them having worked through their co-dependency issues (hopefully). Either that or the manga will get cancelled and we'll get a rushed ending. (It's popular, so I don't think this will be the case right now, though)

Unpopular opinion (it seems) follows:
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after this ch there's about to be a lot of drama to come but at the same time its killing me to see them 2 actually talking with each other again ect its about to get really rough from here on

looking forward to the next ch
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The trick with this manga is that it would take 1 chapter to move forward for a classic manga, its equivalent to 3 for MUL.
But I'm confident uta looks stronger mentally, and above all no longer lives with kaoru and is in a position of strength to make kaoru understand what she really wants. It will come, I don't see this story continuing with their fake couple and uta coming from time to time...
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UGH... This makes me so angry, on so many levels... I know it's hard to realise when someone is falling into depression, but this makes easier to realise when some love is rising on the horizon, I may be drunk, but the signs are all there: Kaoru likes Uta. Yes, she's depressed to all hell, but if Uta's very presence is enough for Kaoru's heart to settle down, so much so that she can actually sleep after a fleshed-out breakdown, there is no going back now, she may still have leftover feelings for that good-for-nothing-piece-of-garbage-fire of a husband, but the feeling for Uta is real. Now, only thing left is for her fucking cheating deadmeat of a husband TO GO!

And what's more frustrating is that they are all blind as bats, like COME ON, when is someone you're very close to it's easy to see that they are going down the abyss, I can tell it's easy to hide from "outsiders" (from experience, no less...), but from people near you? IM-FUCKING-POSSIBLE! They simply catch on the most slight of changes, and if dumpster-fire-husband can't catch THAT MUCH, he obviously DOESN'T CARE!

Sorry, I got real salty with last 2 chapters....
Also, thank to scanlator, you guys rock!
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no matter what happens between uta and kaoru, fcking reicchi needs to go. What a shitty person to not notice your wife falling into depression or even notice something is wrong with her. And we know why that is: he married her out of pity, and imo he also did cheat on her, so he doesn't love or really care for her.

as for uta and kaoru, I do want them to get together and heal each other. I think just them moving past their loneliness and depression will come from realising the other is the one who can make them happy.
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Kaoru needs to go somewhere else and be independent for some time. Same with Uta. Just focus on studying, be successful and independent. Then, you can get together ffs. Or not. Just not like this. Lets say, if you're using depression I think that won't be fair for the other side. Seek professional health, and do things to make you feel better.
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Just how masochistic can you get uta? ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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@Monpetitlys Every yuri you're reading? Then you should definitely read this: https://mangadex.org/title/19723/futaribeya

No therapy needed there. ^_^
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Once Again: Kaoru is not a self-sufficient person. Uta is a minor. The two of them cannot create a sustainable household.
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